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Friday, August 05, 2005

title:{so tired.}

everything's so tiring. i've been sleeping around 5 hrs everyday this whole week cos i couldnt sleep. im jsut so tired. and plus sailing training has started. im nto e kind who operates on 5 hrs of sleep. i need 8. its unhealthy to have less than that. heez. anyway, sailing's fun. but i still always think of drey whenever i sail. its just not the same u get it. like if i join MJC band now, it stil wouldnt ever be the same cos the people are different. true, i'l make new friends who're really fun and nice but it'l never be e same. cos no one can ever replace that place. the first impression. i bet if i joined MJ band now, i would feel so horrible inside cos i would be thinking of PRSS band instead. it just wouldnt ever be e same. yeah. we all move on with our new schoolls and CCAs but no one wil ever replace that special place u've kept in ur heart for what really matters. for me, in sailing, its drey and in band its sab, mad, jess, peishan, mel, farah, joreen, jon, hanif, qi yao, ahmad, fadhil blah blah. yups.
today sth happened which affected me quite badly. actually two things. one involved spongebob and a good friend of my. which i've told mad but i havent told sab cos she came so late! and another concerned me. haas. but ya, i feel terrible. i've been feeling so school sick for PRSS. esp when i saw fab and angel today. 3 of us sat there after awhile and just stoned. just as if we were in a classroom. i got to catch up with them. but ya. it brought back memories. i love my friends like gera and gi and hc and ced and adrian but i stil miss prss. so so much. haahaas. i seem to say taht everything i blog.
its been such a tiring week. starting with his bday and after that everyday things just went horribly. and esp with my little sleep. i jsut cant get to sleep. and ya.. tmr's sailing and FOP which im forced to go. and mum and dad's leaving for thailand. i wish they're not going. tmr's gonna be a long long day. and i really pray for strength to go thru it cos i really feel horrible now. over everything. im gonna be so tired tmr. and church on sunday. no one will be sitting beside me cos they're overseas. =( yups. its gonna be a really long weekend. its been a long week. and im jsut so tired. i wanna collapse.

love, bern-

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