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Monday, August 15, 2005

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sigh. i miss her a lot. i dont understand how our friendship from one like sisters could end up like that. and this time i swallowed my pride. i did everything i could already. and i gave my best. but if she chooses to leave things be, always busy, never having time to meet, then well, i guess i cant do anything more can i. i cant possibly go to her house and force her out what. but ya. when i listen to certain songs, i cant help but think of her. whenever i walk somewhere esp in town, the memories just come. whenever i eat certain food. when i carry some bag or wear some shirt. i cant help but think. okayy, i know i probably sound les at this point. but ya, the 'she' is one of my best friends lah. sigh. i miss her. i dont get how a friendship like ours couldnt withstand this test this time. things are just so different now. so wierd. its like losing a part of yourself. cos that what my friends are to me. a part of me. every person making up a tiny detail of me. i dont know. i guess i just thought that i meant more to her than this. than all e lame excuses. but yeah. as i've said, i already did all that i could. im tired of this. of asking and asking. its up to her now. i guess. if she wants to let e friendship go, than let it be. cos im just too tired to care. all i want now is to sleep. to rest. and to turn back time to those days. memories past.

hahaaas. heyy mad and sab! today school was damn siann. and i have two tests tmr. econs and history. its almost ten now and i just reached home and i haven started. so siann. i hate this larh. i just wanna sleep. hhahaas. when are we watching charlie? johnny depp is waiting for me u know! anyway right, yest i went to some funny restaurant to eat la. with zy all that. ym granddad's birthday. then they have a CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN. hahaaaaaas. can u believe it. i thought i was dreaming. so u just imagine a fountain like a few levels high*(like wedding cake) than instead of water flowing down, its chocolate. then u can poke marshmallow and fruits inside lor. wa lau. damn fun okayy. u ask zy. hahaaaas. it made me think of charlie and e chocolate factory. hehs. but yups. today had bloody PE test. so tiring! on wed is 2.4. all e best to me man. u all lucky la. only take once. hahaaas. nvm. i take twice. only one time more. anyway, im thinking of wedding crashers now. owen wilson is just so HOT dont u think? hehs.

love, bern-

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