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Monday, August 01, 2005

title:{1st august- monday}

one year from last year. i dont know why i feel kinda horrible. its jsut a horrible-ness in my body. but i dont feel sad or anything lah. just numb. heez. im even talking to him on MSN now. on his birthday. so wierd huh. i thought he would be out with e others celebrating. yeah. but whatever. hahaas.

on sat i met mad n sab finally. i miss them so so much. yups. i tihnk sat would be e last day i meet them cos i sorta promised mum not to go out anymore til promos. it just seems that all band activities has really stopped. i miss band a lot. i wish i were more active last time. but i guess its always when u graduate that u realise what u missed out on and then start to treasure what u have but its too late. i really miss sec sch and band. band esp. cos i realised that i actually love music. i used to think that it was just some extra thing that i went thru just bcos i started learning when i was young.
i miss e talks sab n i used to have on train to sch. and sitting at e canteen table waiting for mad and e rest to come. drinking auntie's ice milo. hahaas. im so glad i got to see sab n mad last sat. cant wait to spend more time with them after our hols. i miss fab n angel too. yay. can see them all this fri at their schooll carnival. zy ah gong n wes n i have all drifted. we're all in diff classes now and we dont talk that often. all their priorities have shifted i guess. last time it was band for zy n ah gong. but not its MJ band not PRSS band. not for zy, its his new band friends and classmates. for ah gong, its e same. at least wes stil thinks of us. i know this is unfair to zy n yosua la and that they stil think of us. but i really miss them a lot. i wish that i can just go to e back of e class like last time and they'l be there. that i can go to band and see them in front of me. i really miss talking and crapping with them =(

well. im starting to sound mad. all im saying is that i wish i could turn back time. to e time where i could just like whale and not care. to when i could see sab n mad n fab n angel everyday.

love, bern =)

btw, i broke the present wan ting n e flute section gave me! im damn sad lah. i really liked it la. as in it means sth to me =( i keep thinking of it. haahaas.

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